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my identity?

I guess I should be thinking about whether to post pictures of myself on the blog. I suppose it is inevitable. It is a daunting prospect especially as I’m not a very confident person.

I have been browsing sites like Look Book and Chictopia for ideas. I am in absolute awe of the photography and sheer enthusiasm for style and colours. To say I’m addicted to looking at people’s interpretation of fashion is a complete understatement.

I’m 31, so no spring chicken and a fair bit of weight to lose. I don’t think I’m ugly I don’t but can’t bare others to have an opinion of me right now, not even a positive opinion. That is bizarre and shows me just how ridiculous this horrible stage I am in, is.

I haven’t always been like this and have a wardrobe full of stuff I just don’t wear. I live in jeans, walking boots and rain jacket to walk the couple of miles to school. A rut huh? Today I am going to go through my old stuff, throw away and hopefully spark some enthusiasm for the pieces I do have.

Hair? Oh hair is my real problem. Like I said below I cut it fairly short at the beginning of the year. This is what I’m concentrating on now. Styling this mop I have left myself with.

Audrey Hepburn. Wow. I am going to model myself of her styles, from very short pixie (her fringe moreĀ  so) as that is kind of how my fringe looks just now but hair tied back

then maybe sleeked right back until it has more length on it. Only when I can get some lenses and get rid of my glasses.

A beautiful lady.

You know looking at these photographs has made me realise that a hairstyle doesn’t make you. you make you and no matter what you look like you will never be happy unless you love yourself. I need to love myself.


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